Thursday, October 1, 2026

World Made for the Old

 Author : Muzilana

World Made for the Old

We will inherit a world ridden with illnesses that were allowed to fester for too long; illnesses that, by the time they reach our hands, can no longer be treated without leaving permanent scars.

We will inherit debts we did not create, consequences we did not choose, and responsibilities we never asked to carry. We will be expected to repair what we did not break, to pay for what we did not purchase, and to mourn the possibilities that were taken from us before we were old enough to understand what they were.

The cruelest part is that we will inherit almost none of the benefits.

Such is the world made for the old.

Not necessarily old in age, but old in power. Old in wealth. Old in institutions. Old in the sense of people who arrived early enough to take their place at the table and then spent the rest of their lives making sure the table would not be moved.

For decades, wealth has been allowed to compound in the hands of those who already possess it. Property becomes more valuable. Capital becomes more capital. Influence creates more influence. The person who owns something can watch it grow simply by continuing to own it, while the person who owns nothing must spend increasingly more of their life merely trying to obtain the right to possess anything at all.

The gap does not simply remain.

It compounds.

And so does power.

Those who already possess political power have the ability to determine the conditions under which everyone else must live. They write the rules, shape the institutions, influence the priorities of governments, and decide which problems deserve urgency and which can be postponed for another decade.

There is nothing mysterious about this. Institutions tend to protect the people who have the greatest ability to influence them.

And so legislation is written, executive decisions are made, economic policies are designed, and entire societies are organized around the interests of people who already have something to lose.

Meanwhile, the young are told to wait.

Wait until we are older.

Wait until we have enough money.

Wait until we have enough experience.

Wait until the economy improves.

Wait until housing becomes affordable.

Wait until the next generation.

Wait.

Wait.

Always wait.

But how long can a generation be expected to wait before waiting itself becomes a form of surrender?

We were told that if we worked hard enough, we would eventually have the things our parents had. A house. Stability. A family. Leisure. Security. Perhaps even the luxury of imagining that the future might be better than the present.

But the promise has become increasingly difficult to believe.

The price of admission keeps rising.

The wages do not.

The house that once represented an ordinary milestone becomes an investment vehicle. Education becomes debt. Healthcare becomes an expense to be feared. Retirement becomes something increasingly abstract. Even time itself becomes a commodity.

And somewhere along the way, a strange transformation takes place.

The things that make us human—hope, ambition, imagination, love, curiosity, the desire to build something meaningful—begin to look like luxuries.

Dreaming becomes irresponsible.

Wanting becomes greed.

Rest becomes laziness.

Ambition becomes competition.

And happiness becomes something that must first be justified economically.

We are told to monetize our passions.

We are told to turn hobbies into businesses.

We are told to build personal brands, optimize our productivity, invest our spare income, improve our resumes, network with the right people, and constantly transform ourselves into something more profitable.

Even our identities are slowly converted into economic instruments.

What are you worth?

What do you produce?

What do you own?

What can you offer?

What can you sell?

What can you become?

Rarely do we ask the simpler question:

“What kind of life do you want to live?”

Because that question is dangerous.

A person who genuinely believes that life should be more than survival becomes difficult to exploit.

A person who believes that they deserve time, dignity, beauty, friendship, family, rest, and the freedom to pursue something that cannot be measured in money becomes difficult to convince that endless productivity is a virtue.

And so we are encouraged to compete with one another.

Not because there is necessarily enough for everyone, but because competition keeps us from asking why there isn't.

We fight each other for crumbs while watching someone else accumulate the bakery.

We are encouraged to see another person's success as our failure, another person's wealth as proof that we simply did not work hard enough, another person's poverty as evidence that they did not try hard enough.

The system becomes most stable when the people at the bottom blame one another instead of looking upward.

And this is the most humiliating condition of all: to be born without privilege is not merely to possess less. It is to spend your life negotiating for things that other people were given automatically.

Freedom itself becomes a currency.

The wealthy can purchase freedom from unpleasant work.

They can purchase time.

They can purchase better education, better neighborhoods, better healthcare, better opportunities, better legal representation, better insulation from the consequences of their mistakes.

The poor are not necessarily less free because someone has physically chained them to a wall.

They are less free because every choice has a cost.

Quit the job you hate?

Can you afford the rent?

Leave the abusive relationship?

Can you afford somewhere else to live?

Take a year to discover yourself?

Who will pay your bills?

Start a family?

Can you afford the child?

Get sick?

Can you afford to recover?

Fail?

Can you afford another attempt?

The language of freedom becomes almost meaningless when every decision is constrained by survival.

And yet we continue to call ourselves free.

Because freedom is easier to celebrate when we do not examine who can actually afford to exercise it.

Then there is the environment we inherit.

We are told about climate change as though it were a distant catastrophe, an abstract problem belonging to the future.

But the future has a habit of becoming the present.

We are the future that previous generations were warned about.

We are the people who will live with the consequences of decisions made before we had a voice in making them.

The polluted air.

The changing climate.

The disappearing ecosystems.

The enormous quantities of waste.

The exhausted resources.

The infrastructure built around assumptions that may no longer hold.

These things will not simply disappear because the people responsible for them eventually die.

Their bodies will.

Their consequences will not.

And that is the defining injustice of inheritance: you receive the consequences whether or not you consented to the decisions that produced them.

We inherit the debt.

We inherit the pollution.

We inherit the political divisions.

We inherit the damaged institutions.

We inherit the economic arrangements.

We inherit the consequences of wars we did not start.

And yet we are told that the solution is individual responsibility.

Recycle.

Work harder.

Save more.

Consume less.

Be healthier.

Be productive.

Buy environmentally friendly products.

Vote.

Donate.

Volunteer.

Make better choices.

All of these things may have value.

But there is something absurd about asking individuals to solve problems whose causes are fundamentally structural.

A person can recycle every bottle they use and still live inside an economy capable of producing mountains of waste.

A person can walk to work while corporations produce emissions on an unimaginable scale.

A person can save diligently and still find themselves priced out of housing.

A person can work two jobs and still remain poor.

At some point, individual responsibility becomes a convenient substitute for collective responsibility.

And that is why so many young people feel exhausted before they have even begun.

We are told that we have endless possibilities while simultaneously watching those possibilities become more expensive.

We are told to dream while being taught that dreams must be profitable.

We are told that anything is possible while being reminded, every day, of the price of everything.

The contradiction is unbearable.

And eventually some people stop dreaming altogether.

Not because they lack imagination.

Because imagination hurts.

It is painful to imagine a life you cannot afford.

It is painful to picture a future that seems permanently out of reach.

It is easier to want nothing than to want something and discover that you cannot have it.

So people lower their expectations.

Then lower them again.

Eventually survival becomes the ambition.

A stable job.

A small apartment.

Enough money to pay the bills.

A few friends.

A little entertainment.

A weekend without thinking about work.

And this is what the ancient Romans understood when they spoke of bread and circuses.

Give people enough bread that they do not starve.

Give them enough spectacle that they do not think too deeply about why they are hungry.

Bread and circus.

Bread and circus.

Bread and circus.

A distraction is cheaper than a solution.

Entertainment is easier than reform.

Consumption is easier than fulfillment.

And a population exhausted enough to spend its evenings staring at screens is less likely to spend those evenings asking uncomfortable questions about who owns what, who controls what, and why.

But we should not blame people for seeking distraction.

What else are they supposed to do?

When reality becomes unbearable, escapism becomes a form of anesthesia.

People watch movies.

They play games.

They scroll endlessly.

They laugh at memes.

They argue about celebrities.

They obsess over sports.

They purchase things they do not need because purchasing something, even something trivial, can briefly create the sensation of control.

For a moment, you choose.

For a moment, something belongs to you.

Then the moment passes.

And tomorrow you go back to work.

So where are we heading?

That may be the question that frightens me most.

Because there is no guarantee that those who benefited from the existing world will feel any obligation to build a better one.

Perhaps they will leave behind monuments.

Perhaps they will leave behind institutions.

Perhaps they will donate money and have buildings named after them.

Perhaps history will remember some of them as visionaries, entrepreneurs, leaders, innovators, philanthropists.

But what if the greatest legacy of a generation is not what it built?

What if it is what it refused to repair?

What if they leave us a world increasingly expensive to inhabit, increasingly difficult to govern, increasingly hostile to the people who have the least power to change it?

What if their legacy is not a monument at all, but a bill?

And we are the ones expected to pay it.

Maybe this is why the idea of an afterlife has such strange power over human beings.

The promise of heaven.

The threat of hell.

The hope that justice exists somewhere beyond this world.

Because if justice cannot be guaranteed here, perhaps we imagine it somewhere else.

Perhaps the person who accumulated everything while others starved will eventually answer for it.

Perhaps the person who exploited others will eventually face judgment.

Perhaps the person who caused suffering will not simply escape into old age, comfort, and death.

But for those who do not believe in an afterlife, the problem becomes more cruel.

What if there is no final tally?

What if there is no cosmic judgement?

What if the cruel person simply dies?

What if the billionaire simply dies?

What if the corrupt politician simply dies?

What if the exploiter simply dies?

What if they never answer for anything?

Perhaps they simply leave the world as they found it, or worse, and disappear into nothingness.

No punishment.

No judgment.

No cosmic balancing of the scales.

Just death.

And if that is true, then our obsession with the afterlife has always been partly an attempt to make this world bearable. Because without the promise of eventual justice, we are forced to confront an uncomfortable truth: justice may have to be made here.

Not in heaven.

Not in some imagined future.

Here.

By us.

And that is where despair and hope become strangely intertwined. Because if nobody is coming to save us, then nobody is coming to save us. But that also means we cannot wait for someone else to do it.

We cannot spend our entire lives waiting for the old to relinquish what they have accumulated.

We cannot wait for governments to suddenly become perfectly moral.

We cannot wait for billionaires to voluntarily solve inequality.

We cannot wait for history to correct itself.

History does not correct itself.

People correct it.

Institutions are changed by people.

Laws are changed by people.

Economies are changed by people.

Cultures are changed by people.

The future is built by people who are alive now.

And perhaps that is why we must refuse to stop dreaming.

Not because dreaming is guaranteed to make anything better.

It isn't.

Dreams do not automatically become reality.

Hope does not pay rent.

Idealism does not erase hunger.

Anger does not rebuild a broken society.

But surrender guarantees nothing.

If we stop imagining a better world, we will eventually become incapable of recognizing one.

If we stop believing that things can change, then every injustice begins to look natural.

And the most dangerous thing an unjust system can convince people of is that it is inevitable.

Maybe it isn't.

Maybe the world we inherited was never the only possible world.

Maybe we were simply handed one version of it.

Maybe the task of our generation is not to preserve it.

Maybe it is to question it.

To ask why ownership must determine freedom.

Why survival must require exhaustion.

Why wealth should compound indefinitely while human lives remain finite.

Why the young must inherit responsibilities without inheriting proportional power.

Why prosperity for some so often requires precarity for others.

Why we have accepted a world in which people can be surrounded by abundance and still feel deprived of everything that makes life meaningful.

And we should ask something even more daring:

What do we owe the people who come after us?

Not what can we extract from them.

Not how much wealth can we accumulate before we die.

Not how much influence can we preserve.

But what kind of world can we leave behind?

Because one day, inevitably, we will become the old.

The people who are young today will look at us.

They will inherit what we chose to build.

They will inherit our mistakes.

Our debts.

Our institutions.

Our wars.

Our pollution.

Our prejudices.

Our compromises.

And perhaps they will ask the same question we ask now:

Why did you leave this for us?

When that day comes, I do not want the answer to be that we were powerless.

I do not want the answer to be that nothing could be done.

I do not want the answer to be that everyone else was doing it.

I do not want the answer to be that we were simply protecting our own interests.

Because that is precisely the logic that brought us here.

Every generation can justify itself.

Every generation can say it had reasons.

Every generation can say it was simply surviving.

But eventually someone has to decide that survival is not enough.

A life should be more than survival.

A society should be more than an economy.

A human being should be more than a worker.

And freedom should be more than something available to whoever can afford it.

The world made for the old does not have to remain that way.

The greatest rebellion is not simply refusing to accept the world as it is, but continuing to imagine what it could become.

So dream.

Even if it seems naive.

Hope.

Even if hope has disappointed you before.

Build.

Even if someone else will eventually inherit what you create.

Care.

Even if there is no guarantee that the world will reward you for it.

Because many of us have already given up.

And perhaps that is exactly why we cannot afford to give up completely.

The world may have been made for the old.

But we are the ones who will live in it.

And eventually, whether we want it or not, we will be the ones who decide what comes next.

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Wednesday, September 30, 2026

Glide typing is actually good replacement for handwriting keyboard?

I'm sure you have heard something about how your feet have a lot of spots that, when you press them, supposedly bring about some kind of benefit for your body. I don't know what the actual terms are, but once again, I'm sure you know what I'm talking about.

And recently, well. Not really recently. I've always had some inkling about it.

Anyway, recently, I found out that hands also have similar power. And no, I'm not talking about how having a palm massage gives you better blood circulation or the likes. But about how moving your hands, not just your fingers, can kinda stimulate your creativity.

It is well understood that using your hand directly can stimulate your creativity better than using an additional medium to put words into something. In my anecdotal case, I could write better and ideas flow much better when I hold a pen and move not only my fingers but also my wrist around to write something on paper.

I have tried to emulate the act of writing on paper digitally by using a handwriting keyboard with a capacitive pen before. But maybe because my actual handwriting is just catastrophic, or the software is simply still too dumb to guess what I'm actually writing.

Or maybe a bit of both.

Many of my attempts have resulted in failure, making me go back to the good old way of writing on paper, then retyping things into the computer. Which is both a chore and a pain.

The only time it's truly a joy to do is when I use a proper pen tablet like this cheap Huion 460P.

This device is for drawing, though many people used it to play OSU! too because of how affordable it was. And in my personal case, I used it more to write than to draw.

It's comfortable, reliable, and very accurate. It was an absolutely great device for doing handwriting on a digital device.

IF ONLY it wasn't also such a chore to carry. It has a long cable, it runs off Micro-USB, and you need an adapter to connect it to the end of the cable, which is standard USB-A.

Not to mention, I left it with my niece, who said she wanted to learn how to draw. Which she has procrastinated on for I don't know how long. It's probably collecting dust in her cupboard by now. But it's too late to lament my mistakes and say I want it back.

Anyway, the idea of doing handwriting using all the methods above has been shelved for almost a year.

But yesterday, I suddenly found a stylus that I had completely forgotten I had ever bought. I think I bought it around the time I bought that underpowered 2-in-1 laptop with a touchscreen.

I tried to use it to write on the Google handwriting keyboard. And it was awful. Sometimes it's too sensitive, sometimes it's not sensitive enough. Sometimes your input goes through, and sometimes it doesn't. It is absolutely an unreliable writing implement.

Until I looked at my virtual keyboard and realized.

Wait, doesn't this have a glide feature where I can just glide my finger to type things? That thing is pretty accurate, all things considered. And so… I tried glide typing using the stylus.

And so… I realized.

To simulate writing on paper, I don't actually need the handwriting keyboard at all.

Weirdly, doing glide typing is enough to trick my brain into thinking that I'm actually writing with pen and paper.

I do not have enough data to make a proper conclusion. Would you like to try it yourself and see if it works for you too?

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Monday, September 28, 2026

Being burned out is a good thing. Or, is it?

So recently I finished submitting a novel for a competition. A J-novel competition, to be exact. And it has been a week since I started feeling pretty burnt out, and I just can't seem to motivate myself to do pretty much any creative work.

Not drawing, not writing, not making any videos. And weirdly, not even reading which is just consuming. And even when I'm playing games, I'm just unable to enjoy them. My body would simply going through the motions.

But being burned out is not a bad thing. After all, it's proof that you burned your body and mind to achieve something.

Right?

I'm not sure about that, actually.

Not being able to do anything is mentally painful. Like, I have this kind of existential crisis when I'm doing nothing. After all, doing ``something`` is also how I distract myself from the reality that my life is kinda crumbling, bit by bit.

Some of those comes from my own action and inaction, and some of them comes from the world around me just getting worse because our leaders are just a bunch of buffoons hellbent on making life worse.

I wonder if this is the right way to see a hobby. Seeing it as a place where I can run away from real-life responsibilities. The fact that I'm even writing this is already proof in itself that my mind has started spiraling down.

Simply because I have been burned out.

A wise man once said mental block can be bypassed by viole… I mean, by forcing it. And sure enough, when I tried forcing myself to do ``something`` I could physically do the thing. Whether it was drawing or writing.

But doing creative things without having your mind fully on it truly shows. Let me give you an example.

 

Can you see which one of these two drawings came out of me forcing it and which one I actually wanted to draw from my heart?

Sighhhh....

What should I do next?

Seriously, what should I do next?

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Thursday, August 27, 2026

It's Expensive To Be Poor

Writer : Muzilana

It’s expensive to be poor because we have to compromise quality for something subpar. It’s expensive to be poor because we have to compromise quantity for something less. Being poor does not simply mean having less money. It often means having fewer choices, fewer opportunities, and fewer ways to avoid the costs that come with being unable to afford better options.

You think you are saving money by buying cheap products. You tell yourself that you are being frugal, that you are making the responsible choice by spending less. And sometimes, you have no other choice. But you cannot cheat your body out of what it needs.

Vegetables and nutritious food can be expensive. It is tempting to replace them with instant meals and cheaper alternatives because they cost less and are easier to prepare. But the body keeps its own accounting. Nutritional deficiencies, poor health, and illness eventually have to be paid for. The money saved on food can disappear quickly when a doctor's visit, medication, or treatment becomes necessary.

The same thing happens with the things we use every day.

It is cheaper to buy low-quality kitchenware, home appliances, clothing, tools, and other necessities. A cheaper product may seem like the better deal when you are standing at the checkout, especially when you are already struggling to make ends meet. But cheap products often break down more easily. A cheap appliance stops working. A cheap pair of shoes wears out. A cheap tool becomes unusable.

Then you have to pay again.

Sometimes you pay for repairs. Sometimes you have to replace the entire thing. The money you thought you were saving slowly disappears. You are forced to keep repairing things because buying something better was never an option in the first place. Instead of spending a larger amount once on something durable, you spend smaller amounts over and over again on something that keeps breaking.

And in the end, you stay poor.

The little money you managed to save can disappear the moment something goes wrong. A broken appliance, an unexpected medical bill, a necessary repair, any one of these can wipe out months of savings. Poverty leaves very little room for mistakes because there is rarely enough money left over to absorb an emergency.

You are also punished for buying less.

Buying in bulk is often cheaper, but you need enough money to buy in bulk in the first place. A larger package may cost less per item, but if you only have enough money for today's groceries, you cannot afford to buy enough for the next several weeks. The person with more money can spend more now to save money later. The person with less money is forced to keep buying smaller quantities at a higher cost.

So even saving money requires money.

And this is where poverty becomes more than simply a lack of income. It can become a cycle.

The world as a whole has become enormously wealthier over time. Technology has advanced, productivity has increased, and people today have access to goods and services that previous generations could hardly imagine. Yet the benefits of that wealth are not distributed equally. The gap between those who own the most and those who own the least remains enormous.

Wealth gives people advantages that allow them to accumulate even more wealth. If you have enough money, you can buy something durable instead of repeatedly replacing something cheap. You can buy groceries in bulk. You can afford preventative healthcare. You can survive an emergency without emptying your savings. You can invest money and earn returns from it. You can even take risks that might improve your life because failure does not immediately threaten your ability to pay rent or put food on the table.

But when you have little money, almost all of it is already spoken for.

Your income goes toward food, rent, transportation, bills, repairs, and other necessities. There is little left over to save, and even less to invest. Then, when something inevitably goes wrong, the small amount you managed to save disappears.

Wealth compounds, so does poverty.

The person who already has money can use that money to make more money. The person who has none can spend years simply trying to avoid falling further behind. One person can afford to think about the future; the other is forced to think about surviving the present.

But do we have a choice?

Do we have the luxury of options?

Options are a luxury on their own. Having enough money means being able to choose the product that lasts longer, the food that is healthier, the larger package that costs less per unit, or the service that prevents a bigger problem later. When you are poor, those choices are often taken away from you. You are forced to focus on what you can afford today, even if it costs you more tomorrow.

That is what makes poverty so cruel. You are expected to make financially responsible decisions while being denied the resources necessary to make those decisions. You are told to save money, but you cannot afford the things that would actually save you money in the long run.

The world may be getting richer, but that does not necessarily mean that being poor is becoming easier.

You are not simply paying for being poor with the money you do not have. You pay with time, health, convenience, opportunities, and sometimes the possibility of escaping poverty altogether.

It is expensive to be poor because poverty does not only take away your money. It takes away your choices.
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Thursday, August 20, 2026

Hurry up! Hurry up! Hurry up! Hurry up! MALx Honeyfeed Novel Writing Contest 2026 is closing soon!

Hurry up! Hurry up! Hurry up! Hurry up! MALx Honeyfeed Novel Writing Contest 2026 is closing soon!

I wrote the title twice because just how important that point is. The news come to me so suddenly, and the deadline is so close there's pratically less than a month left for submission.

Event / Stage Date Period
Novel entry period July 6 to September 27, 2026
Judges voting period September 28 to November 24, 2026
Public voting period (Finals) November 25 to December 23, 2026
Winners announced January 7, 2027

In partnership with Kadokawa. MAL whicsh also in partnership with, Honeyfeed is doing another novel contest this year. And this year theme is quite exciting (too bad i prolly can't participate), and that is EPIC HEROINE or Tragic Hero. You choose one, and this is for a oneshot series. For now they are not looking for a series.

The full rules and are here, but here some of the most important one these.


Some of the Requirements
1 You need to be 18 or older
2 It's in English
3 Minimim word count is 50k and maximum is 80k
4 You have not published it anywhere, offline or offline. If you want to rework your old stories, better remove them from the internet for a while.
5 This is NOT, a contest where you submit a finished product to be judged. It's a contest where you publish chapter by chapter of your story ON THEIR PLATFORM and is finished by the deadline date.

The deadline is tight, and what it asked is quite a lot. It's understandable if most people can't participate. Even the most passionate one. But in case you already have something, it might be worth the effort.

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